Chixe

I went out with a guy for about a month and I really liked him and he really liked me and we spent the whole month together. He came on the family holiday and everything. Before we were going out, I didn't know if I liked him so I did turn him down the first time he asked me out. A few days later I realised I really liked him so I asked him out. So then we started going. That night I introduced him to my "best friend". He is an extremely good looking boy but I really did like him for who he was. So my best friend was flirting with him and he didn't know what to do. I didn't really care because I trusted my new boyfriend.

So while I was away at the coast, I get a phone call from my boyfriend. He told me that my best friend told him that she was in love with him. I wanted to strangle her. I finally found an awesome guy and my best friend wanted him. I asked him how he felt about her, and he said he only liked me and will only ever like me.

So I came back home and my best friend was away for a couple of week on a holiday and me and him were pretty much connected at the hip. He would come over to my house everyday or I would go to his and look after his little brother with him. He then told me he loved me. I didn't say it back because I knew I didn't love him and I still didn't trust him.

One night I had a few friend around for drinks and my best friend came. She was flirting with him to whole night. So I approached her and I had a word with her. My boyfriend then started sticking up for her. I asked him if he liked her, and he said no. I then told him I loved him and that I do trust.

A couple of days later I went away for a couple of days with some other girlfriends. I tried calling him all day. He wouln't answer. So I called my best friends home phone and he answered. I went off at him. I finally trusted him and he was at my best friends house doing God knows what. The next day he broke up with me because I didn't trust him.

He then started asking for me back but I needed some time for myself.
Then school started up again and I ignored my "best friend". She decided to tell people a different story, so I ended up getting bullied. I don't mind that because I have more friends outside of school, but no one likes to be bullied.

I called my ex up that night and I wanted to let him know what was happening. I did blame it on him which i realised was wrong. I called him up after and I apologized for blaming it on him. He told me I was insecure and that I needed professional help. He then said that he hated me and that he was in love with my best friend. Every time I go out, they are there. They are always where I am. It is very strange. I don't see why they can't make out in private where I won't see them.

What do you think about all this? Help please. I am so confused and I don't know how to approach this situation. I don't want to say or do anything I will regret.